Wen Kang's birthday

Life, unpredictable. You can't ask the fortune teller to tell you who will be your next best friend. You can only know them under many kind of unexpected conditions, and sometimes you will feel surprised that that person that you know coincidentally could turn out to be your close friend. This is what I feel, not sometimes, but often. So today, I have Wen Kang as the watak utama of this blog post. Lol. I couldn't quite remember how I knew him. The oldest memory I had about him was that he was being screwed up for nothing. After that, I don't know how we started to chat and became closer as time passed by. =)

And yeah! It's his birthday today. I went up to Sunway to celebrate with him. It was a very very very small celebration. I cooked him fried rice and made him a pencil case. First pencil case made for boys. Teehee.

Yummy fried rice!

See. He was so happy!

Pencil case as a mask? =A=

Wuhoo.. I spot a fatty on the bulletin board. (The one on the right side)

Big enough as a birthday cake?

I haven't seen people making wish with fork on his hand. ==

Already can't wait to eat the candle huh?

Yeah.... Makan candle! Sedap tak? Haha

Foamy cappuccino with brown sugar and chocolate powder on its top. They look beautiful, in my eyes at least. =)

Love,

Sunshine

Disguise by Lene Marlin

Yes, I know, I know. I should be sleeping by 1. But, tonight, I have to break the promise. And I shall forgive myself for breaking it because I really really had to dedicate this song to a dear friend of mine, Johnson. This is for you. It's very meaningful to me and I hope you feel the same way like I do too. ♥

♫Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come ♫

Promise me you will be alright, will you?

Love,

Sunshine

Perfect Sunday

I woke up in the morning, like any other morning, received an MMS from my friend. It was an MMS with a photo taken from a hiking spot in Selangor (it will take me forever to remember what the place is called) and also a short and sweet message from him. I have to say I love being called Sunshine. The name cheers me up a lot, and I hope it does cheer other people up as well. Then, I had a great breakfast with my dad and my sisters. It was more than awesome to spend time with both my sisters since it had been such a long time since I last met my second sister. After the breakfast, we went to Tesco to get veges (I had been the chef in my house for 3 weeks already. Thank God the kitchen is still not burned down, yet. Lol!). When I was heading to the car park after doing the groceries, I received a call from a friend of mine, telling me that I appeared in the newspaper. I was like, OH MY GOD! My dad drove me to get a copy of The Star newspaper. I quickly flipped to the Education Section and smiled broadly when I saw myself in the press. Okay. To be honest, I was smiling because they actually cropped out my fat arm, leaving my looking good face(perasan) and the shoe I have painted in the photo. Muahahahah!! Okay. After thanking the person who have cropped out the flaws, then only I started reading the content. Er.. That was like the essence of all the craps that I have said during the interview with the copywriter. So, the copywriter did do a good job in summarizing things up. But, I don't know who to blame after my misspelled name!! Oh my gosh! (Of all the possibilities of typo errors, the J in "Jian" is replaced with L, which makes my name turned into Lee Joe Lian) Okay! Enough with the Ah Lian thingy. Pfth! Except for the misspelled name, the whole article looks alright. And, I am glad that many long lost friends noticed me in the newspaper and congratulations SMS and facebook message kept draining it. Wow! I have to say I am really surprised that I am noticed. (I thought I was nobody before this) Thanks to all those who have congratulated me, if any of you do read my blog. Haha!

Well, my day was even perfecter when I got to met up with my ..... "boyfriend"? Haha! Yeah right. Boyfriend! My dear "boyfriend" since secondary school. We met up and had a great talk in Starbucks (again). The best part of the "date" was the movie. We went to watch Date Night. The great thing about the movie was....

1. The cinema was not packed. It actually makes me feel very comfortable to see empty spaces in the box.

2. The storyline of the movie was totally out of my expectation. For the first 20 minutes, I even doubted whether it is seriously a comedy or just another boring comedy. But then, the whole thing turned out to be something that can make me roll the the floor laughing out loud. Oh man! I did embarrass myself for laughing so loud. Was I the only one who get the joke or was I seriously over-reacting over a small joke? Hrm.. I don't know about that. =S

Alright. So this movie deserves the rating of 8.5/10 even though it has nothing to do with high tech stuff. I appreciate the effort that the scriptwriter(s) had put in to make the screenplay so hilarious. =D. So, it was a date with my "boyfriend" watching Date Night. How awesome was that? Haha!

My "boyfriend" doesn't like taking photographs. He is so shy... for nothing. =.=ll But hey, I managed to get his phone into the photo. Lol!

NZN for my dinner? Uhuhu..

I just need a proof, proving that I did watch the movie! Lol.

Yeah, I have got nothing else better to do. Haha!

Tonight was great too, albeit the fact that Miss Sunshine is really really exhausted after the laughter (yes, the laughter consumed almost all my energy I had until I felt my lungs are struggling hard to get sufficient oxygen for me to survive the night). It was a day of wonderful sisters, stunning movie, cool "boyfriend" (Yes, he said he was cool because I was complaining that I was hot. I actually meant I was feeling hot that time. Lol!), sweet friends, and also awesome music that I got to hear at night. ♥

Love,

Sunshine

Wonder photos

I damn likey this picture. ♥

Button madness!!!!!!!

My very first try on making patterns by photo. And the result was rather satisfying that what I have ever expected. Like this too. ^^

Love,

Sunshine

Full Moon by Cheer

Breathless.

Love,

Sunshine

Unusually surprised

Isolation mode had been turned on for a few days. In between this time, I somehow realized how the small occurrences had made a big change in my life. By giving a try, I earned victory. By making a firm decision, I regained my freedom. By being Miss Sunshine, I found gaiety in myself. By knowing someone out of the blue, I got myself into ...... I don't know. I still don't know if it's something that I should be glad about. Everything was not under expectation. Frankly speaking, life hasn't gotten into such surprising state, until recently. I even started to wonder if it's I being so over-reactive or the occurrences are seriously way too surprising.

I am also amazed by how sensitive I can be yesterday. I actually cried when I watch Cheer's concert DVD. Oh damn! I thought I was so silly for being such a cry baby. But no. A friend of mine, too, cried when he watched this concert DVD. I guess it's just the way we love Cheer so much and the way Cheer can stir our emotions, like only she can.

♥Way too overwhelming.

Love,

Sunshine

To be honest?

"I hate that, I really do, when people use honesty as a cover for cruelty. You take a moral word like honest, stick it next to something mean, and you can almost make an insult sound righteous. And if we're sensitive, we believe those insults. We forget that just because something is honest it is not necessarily the truth."

-Deb Caletti