You

Never in my life I'd felt this pain before. It's like thorns poking my heart for millions of times and yet, I have no strength to stop them from hurting me.

My heart ached. It still aches now. Tears did not behave well. They came streaming down my face on and on until my pillow was wet. Even when I woke up this morning, it was still so painful for me to live a normal life again. The damage is done. And all I can do now is wait, wait for the wound to heal by its own.

Still, I can't help but to ask; why do you have to put me through this?

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