Friday, April 22, 2011

Opacity? 0%

How it feels to be transparent?


No, no.. No way to let people understand the state I am in cos no one can understand, except for myself. If the same kind of incident happen on someone else, they will feel the same as I do too.

Let it be. Hide it well. Be the best actor or actress. Life goes on.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Let's talk, not fight

FUCK YOU!


Despite the fact that I really hate listening those two words, I swallowed them.

We always try to get rid of the bad feelings we had when we are unhappy with someone. It's normal, very very normal. But getting rid of bad feelings on the innocents, or even the guilties by scolding FUCK YOU just doesn't solve any problem. It is a sign of immaturity. Hope everyone can calm down before voicing out opinions. In my case, isolating myself and thinking what is the best for all parties work the best for me. What about you?

Return

I finally returned to my blog, but I don't know if I will just walk away again.


Things hasn't been very well, but still, things hasn't been that bad too. So, there wasn't much thing to talk about.

The more we talk, the more people talk. Rumours, back stabbing, hatred, jealousy; these things are like air, surrounding us, forcing us to sniff it even if we refused to.

*sigh*


Saturday, January 15, 2011

Coffee Deprivation Day 2


I miss my coffee. :/


Day 2 without coffee.

Slight headache, but not as bad as Day 1. Still feels tired. And still couldn't take it off my mind.

Coffee~~~


Friday, January 14, 2011

Coffee Deprivation Day 1


Coffee has been such my great companion throughout my wonderful mornings, my lazy afternoons and also my sleepless nights. To me, coffee isn't just about keeping me awake. It's an indulgence that is so damn irresistible. I need it, I want it, and I can't stop thinking about it. Some friends even say I take coffee like drug. Uhh.. To be honest, I hate the statement. It's just a kind of addiction that most human has. Some people are addicted to games, some are books, some are ice-cream, some are chocolate, some are movies, etc. In my case, it's coffee.


Despite the love for coffee, I just read an article on the negative effects of high dosage of coffee. It scares me so much that I made up my mind to deprive coffee from my life for a moment (as in... a few days). So many months and years of mom's advice for not taking so much of coffee didn't work. But a simple article on the harm of coffee can change my mind in less than a minute. Uhh..

Okay, let's talk about Day 1. I had morning class on the day, which also means I had to wake up very early to catch the train. At first, it was okay. But when the class started, I already feel very very sleepy. I nearly fell asleep when the lecture went on for so so long, with no break. By lunch time, I felt a slight headache already. Ignore the fact that I was having a headache, I insisted to go for a movie with my friends. After the movie, I felt like lying down on the bed immediately. But I couldn't. When I got home, I tried so hard to hold myself back from the bed. Damn! The bed was so distracting. La-la-la.. I still managed to stay up till 12 something. But I also slept until 11am the morning after.

Blah~~ This is what happens to a person who deprive coffee from her life for a day.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Something's different now

Finally Christmas means something to me, because of you.



My beloved love. Muahh~

Our Christmas rings. :)

Love the red dress you bought me! Hee~~

Cheers!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Year 2 Sem 2 Aftermath

Oh well. My most hectic semester is finally over. There are way to much to talk about this semester. In fact, these 3 months make me felt like a year.


Education wise, I have to say I really had learned a lot of stuff in this semester. These guest lecturers are no jokers. They torture students like they don't feel a pain for us at all. They see us stress out, they see us clueless. Yet, they will just stand at a side, watching the students being tortured. If you're looking at this at the negative side, you would say they are crazy, insane, etc. But if we seriously think at the bright side, or even compare the present and the past, damn! So much of difference. I would say I finally know where's my limit. I discovered many potentiality in myself that I have never ever thought of. I got to see the real and fake faces. And I forced myself to put in as much knowledge as possible at the shortest time. It was a challenge. But whether I managed to make it through successfully is another thing. Haha. Yeah. I am indirectly trying to tell you guys, I'm finally defeated. I didn't do well in many subjects. I failed to execute my ideas. But so what? That's not the end of the world. I will still go on with my never-die spirit AKA my kiasu spirit in the coming semester, trying my best to achieve my goal.

Arh.. That's all I wanna talk about here la. Want more information? Please msn me and ajak me out okay.. I damn bloody sien at home now. ==

 
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