Sinful escape

After undergoing unnecessary depression last few days, I finally get the chance to scream out loud!

Yes, I know. It's final. It's final. Godamnit, it's final! But I can't move on as I am so stuck. So I decided to get out from the town to somewhere to have some fun. Best choice, Genting Highlands. Reason #1. It's cold. Reason #2. High chance to release stress.

See. I was so happy.

My beloved sayang that brought me to Genting on working day. <3

Why did I say it was sinful? First, I eat more than I play. Yongtaufoo.zibaogai.waffle.baskinrobbin.assamlaksa.starbucks.cottoncandy.chipster

As you can see, those are all oily+high calories foods. Who cares?

High sugar level.

Can't have enough of Starbucks.

For the first time in my life, I overcome my fear. I had roller coaster & pirates ship. Weird thing is that I don't feel dizzy or nauseous after the rides. Instead, my love is the one that got dizzy. Hahahaha~~~ (bangganess)

Starting from today, it will be rush-rush-rushing work everyday! Wish me luck!! Adios!

已经好几天了。

阳光不懂躲到哪儿去。我的世界被困在黑暗里。

心里仿佛住着一把刀，一直刺，一直刺。

如果可以的话，我现在就想逃。我可以逃吗？

煎熬～

罪

上天，请原谅我犯下的罪。

有些话还是得明说。

感恩。

痕

你 害了多少人

背负着你留下的伤痕

度过青春岁月

无助的朋友

你们听说过 "a friend in need is a friend indeed" 吗？

说着，在你最无助的时候伸出援手的是最真心的朋友。

但是如果说，这位真心的朋友很想伸出援手，可无助的朋友却不想接受，那该怎么办？

眼睁睁看着她在角落无助，却固执的不想接受任何人的帮忙，我忍不住对她的态度感到倦了，烦了。

坏了～

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One thing I learn about life is, you gotta have someone that listens to you. It sickens me a lot when I feel no one is willing to listen to me when I am talking something seriously. It disgusts me even more when I am pouring my deep-side soul, and yet, people around don't give a damn. Gratefully, I still have friends who are willing to lend me their ears, and let me spit out my problems. And gratefully (x2), to have friends who are willing to motivate, love and care for me. A simple "you can do it" means so much to people. It doesn't cost you a cent to say that. Why would people want to be so stingy of those words? Come to talk about having different interests with people around, why would you want to disagree with something that your friends like so much? Just be OK with it, people. You don't have to show that disgusted face which really turn people off so much? Brrrr

Define yourself

昨天看了一篇文章。说着，不用为自己的成功而感到愧疚。杀那间，脑袋里出现身边的很多人，还有自己。常常因为在某些地方，发挥的比人好，而感到paise。其实真的很不酷～ 为何要感到愧疚？成功是努力而来的。辛辛苦苦努力出来的成果，成功是应该的。如果没有成功，也ok。反正人活着，只要努力，一定会有出头天。

除此之外，失败的人也不应该讨厌成功的人。妈的，成功人又没有得罪你。就因为人家考得比你好，有钱过你，长得比你漂亮，就得变成你讨厌的对象。西北幼稚。 看不下去人家成功，你就得多加把力咯。

而很努力很努力又一直失败的人，不要看到比你厉害的人而感到害怕。真正的努力不是避开厉害的人来忘记自己的弱点，而是更加接近厉害的人，从他们身上学习。尤其是在读书的时候，跟老师讨教是应该的。（反正都给了学费。就够够力的用尽它吧～）即使被老师／朋友嘲笑，it's okay。笑就笑。有学到东西就好了。好比自己躲在房里，懊恼下一步该怎么走。

在这个社会中，若要过得快乐，就要学会了解自己。突破自己的弱点，加强自己的优点，要往前爬，时不时也要往后看，看看自己进步了多少。

Define yourself.

p/s: 近期一直在想办法改造型。会是一个很漫长的evolution。