One of the worst nights, again.

Once again, I struggled to write about that friend. In fact, I struggled even more tonight.

Everything about you is like a dream. And I am just too afraid to think of the day I will have to wake up from this dream. Oh damn. Why does this fear even exist? I didn't want to think of that small incident that took place, for even then I knew what it portended. *sigh*

Love,

Sunshine